The last Shiney/Rai thread.

[RaiRai]

Sob.

The time has come for Shiney to head home and for life to resume some 'normality', though for the both of us, it both feels stupidly wrong to be apart.

This morning, 4am, we wake up and get ready to go. My dad takes us to the airport. We go to check in. The woman can't find Shiney's details. We go to another desk...to be informed his flight is tomorrow. So we have to do this ALL over again tomorrow morning. All the tears and painful goodbye.

Things that suck about this:

We haven't had much sleep at all. Monday we woke up at 9am. It wasn't until 7am this morning that we got some sleep. Plus the fact we'd walked a good 8 miles or so on the Monday seeing sites and the like to memorise our last day together.

I got sick at the airport check in. I haven't felt sick much for the whole 3 weeks Shiney has been here, but I suddenly felt like I could vomit my insides out. The doctor may have been right about my sickness, it's due to stress and emotions. Thus saying goodbye to Shiney AGAIN tomorrow morning is gonna play hell on me.

And then there's the issue of having to work tomorrow afternoon and dealing with the assholes there. Joy.

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We don't know what to do with our day right now, probably just sit around with eachother and enjoying eachothers company.