5 minute poetry

[Overcast]

My world on poison, my heart don't move
It starts to beat again I spoke too soon.
I'm still alive, and yet.
I don't have life no more, at least none to share
I'm running low as my soul is beared.
Can't you see it now?

I'm falling out...
REality caught up with me again
I'm falling out...
My fantasy of life I try to mend
I'm falling out...

As I talked to you, I wanted truth
I thought I'd handle it, was what I do
I learn to deal with pain
The tears streamed down my face and I couldn't breath
I couldn't handle even being me
I didn't want to be

I'm falling out...
REality caught up with me again
I'm falling out...
My fantasy of life I try to mend
I'm falling out...
Depression screams out of my mind.
I'm falling out...
I've run competely out of time.
I'm falling out...

And in this place I'm sitting this feeling feels like heaven
Yet Hell is a taste I feel as this heaven starts to leaven.
But what can I do as this sadness makes me glad.
From the depression I get losing feelings I had.

I'm falling out to all the people and the places that I knew
For everything that I could even barely try to do
This whole can only get so much deeper before I go away.
I choose not to try a thing until that day.

I'm falling out...
REality caught up with me again
I'm falling out...
My fantasy of life I try to mend
I'm falling out...
Depression screams out of my mind.
I'm falling out...
I've run competely out of time.
I'm falling out...