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Unread 02-10-2005, 11:36 PM   #821
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flame the book from which is read
a thousand deeds of the unworthy
a noble cause with common hands
left to work the dirty

over these lines in such a haste
perused and tossed to nothingness
life will follow one direction
I promise

to my hubris, to my vanity
I swear on that which is most holy
my ego, which is strongest
because I can kill you


note: hey Packman, its good to see you're back, but that post you just made was rather pointless, next time just send a pm or something, if I remember correctly you were banned for a little while for spamming right? I don't want to see that happen again, I like ya, so try and exercise some restraint ok? please

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Unread 02-11-2005, 01:38 AM   #822
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The ice is thin enough for walkin'...
The rope is worn enough to climb...
My throat is dry enough for talkin'...
The world is crumblin' but I know why...
The world is crumblin' but I know why.

The storm is wild enough for sailing...
The bridge is weak enough to cross...
This body frail enough for fighting...
I'm home enough to know I'm lost...
Home enough to know I'm lost.

It's just enough to be strong,
In the broken places, in the broken places...
It's just enough to be strong,
Should the world rely on faith tonight...

The land unfit enough for planting...
Barren enough to conceive...
Poor enough to gain the treasure...
Enough a cynic to believe...
Enough a cynic to believe.

It's just enough to be strong,
In the broken places, in the broken places...
It's just enough to be strong,
Should the world rely on faith tonight...

Confused enough to know direction...
The sun eclipsed enough to shine...
Be still enough to finally tremble...
And see enough to know I'm blind...
And see enough to know I'm blind.

It's just enough to be strong,
In the broken places, in the broken places...
It's just enough to be strong,
Should the world rely on faith tonight...
Should the world rely on faith tonight.


"Faith Enough," by Jars of Clay.
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Unread 02-11-2005, 04:05 PM   #823
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Searching

So many people
Keep searching
Through all their lives
For a purpose
For a meaning
For something...

But what if there is no meaning?
What if the goal in life does not exist?
What if we just live to eventually die?
What if...?

What if that does not matter?
Could we not still live our lives?
Who needs a meaning?
Who needs a goal?
When there's so much more in life...

So much more...
So much...
Endlesly...
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Unread 02-11-2005, 08:13 PM   #824
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AKA Paranoia:

I'm walking through my mind
To find a single answer
I'm falling below myself
I struggle from this cancer
This hole that's growing deeper
Seeping out my chest
Not long before I'm swallowed
This poet put to rest
Trying to escape death
Yet still trying to break free
I can't get this voice out
Deep inside of me
Constantly shivering
Shaking violently again
Sometimes it feels like
This could only be the end
Turning corners quickly
My shadow follows me; cave surround
When it speaks it scares me
I look but nobody is around
This paranoia eats me
Makes my stomach turn to rot
I'll be safe when i'm alone
Because I'll know you forgot...
All about me.
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Unread 02-11-2005, 11:12 PM   #825
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Wandering, pondering
What is this somber thing
within her heart, residing,
confiding that she's alone,

Finding that the blinding
truth of circumstance
Isn't giving her a chance
to find her way back

to the haven provided,
for her battle's one-sided,
and the force is pushing,
pushing her back again

to the edge of despair,
Cutting off the care
of the helpers, the healers,
and the darkness steals her

love, her hope, her light,
Steals all her will to fight
from her very soul,
and takes up the role

of protector, keeping back
those who would help her
come to the realization
that she is still loved

that she is still needed
among the living,
all of us giving
her a view of the light

of loving past, so bright
and so tender, remember
the way things once were,
Make her see through the darkness

that had made her so heartless
and cold, be bold, be strong,
and help us all carry on
through the night that was brought

by you, who, feeling blue, sought
solace in darkness, hiding away
all the pain, though we are here
to help you out as you help us.

So, never fear, and take our hands,
We'll lead you back into the dawn
of the new day, back to the way
it once was....

(It was perfect)
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Unread 02-12-2005, 06:34 AM   #826
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I can't be your strength.

Watch this pillar crumble and fall,
Cut this life and feelings raw,
Your anchor now weak and worn,
From her rock now tossed and torn,
Into the sea so vast and cold,
In need of you to love and hold,
But met with fury and uncertainty,
The lack of freedom and liberty,
No longer steadfast and grand,
Seeking for a willing and loving hand,
But finding dismay and sorrow,
Searching to the future and tomorrow,
To find her happiness and her place,
No longer dreams and thoughts to chase,
I can't be your strength and majesty,
I can be one thing and that is me.
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Unread 02-12-2005, 10:05 AM   #827
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guilty of what sin
only guilty in the mind
though suffer all the same
the pain is just as real
paranoid still
like jumpy little monkeys
scurry from the light
lest the truth be distasteful

coward, pig, inconsiderate of others needs
I
I feel this way now
and I don't know why

its always "her" or "she" from which the trouble flows
never can it be solved
just tripping through the melody
an offbeat, dizzy drunk
high on E, or something cheap
enough to keep the beat in my head

wasted, worthless, hyped up asshole
its me
why the hell?
fuck it

.................................................. ........

lonely goes the wand'ring one
aching in his bones
weary, empty, sultry one
from places no one knows

a face not quite normal
tastes of the unknown
judging in the formal
chilling wind has blown

o'er a head so highly hung
displayed with false pride
no heart still beating stung
as this, yet still not die

foolish as a hero
stupid as a child
nothing left of nero
fiddling all the while...

wanting someone to share this world, the small piece I occupy, wanting more with every day, I think I may need it now. Someone smarter, kinder, and gentler than I, with love for me...

just love please.

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Unread 02-12-2005, 05:05 PM   #828
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Subdomania; Next to something real:

Lying in this stubborn subdomain of a home
The passion
The feeling of being forgotten
Left behind to rot.
An incision
A scar of hate;
The next sign of hope
For a living, a beginning
To something real
Something strong.... like paranoia
A place in the sky
For an everlasting desire
To walk beside myself,
To walk beside you,
In death
In a dream; free
As I wish
Sadly,
Lost in this subdomania
I can't get the best
I'm always second place
Running away from everything
Hiding, clammed up in the corner
While I lay next to this black hole
Next to nothing
Next to something real
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Unread 02-12-2005, 08:32 PM   #829
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Out of time,
out of place,
the air about is thick,
the smell of blood everywhere,
invading, permeating
'til nothing is left...
But I
who try to keep within
the demons
of worry and doubt,
stumbling through this broken place
of darkness, fear, disheveled fates
all around, rasping, grasping that
which brings me down...
But I
walk on, tempted not,
following light that burns away
rot and decay,
filling the darkest corners,
blasting shadows, obliterating,
restoring life, invigorating all it touches...
But I
stay out of range, keeping myself
bound by chains
of sin, stretching back
to the very beginning,
keeping me here, to rot away
in darkness overwhelming...
But I
Am not alone, for friends are here
that will cut the chains
and light the path,
leading me forward,
darkness behind me
and fading fast...
Now I,
Safe, forgiven,
bound no more by sins long past,
Stay in the light,
with friends that care,
And I know that they
are always there for me,
As I
will be there for them.
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Unread 02-13-2005, 02:14 PM   #830
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all my smiles
are hollow reflections
of the ghostly faces
surrounding me

no way to reach
my heart
no path to lead
me to truth

loneliness
that is all
nothing more or less
needing someone else

just one other
love
a kiss
and I will be fine

.................................................. .

set the weight aside my friend
let the hate subside, not again
never give yourself away
severed ties won't last the day

give it your best and nothing more
you've past the test, I kept the score
I need you now, to take you home
where we go now, you needn't know

I'm taking you so far away
where what we do we needn't say
in hearts of ours we'll laugh
then starts the hours of our past

ticking in our ears inevitable
kicking out the tires, regrettable
I loved you for a fleeting moment
I've craved your touch, I feel atonement

for my sins, in your eyes, wash this skin, of evil

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