11-25-2004, 08:43 PM | #521 |
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"Living through the pain"
So much sorrow in my short life, It's put me to the point of breaking. Then someone told me something touching, And now I sit here, sobbing, quaking. So many times I could've caved in, I could have given in to the pain. But, looking now, I see the truth, The grief is what has kept me sane. I know now I can't win it all, With every win there is a loss. It tempered my ego, made me realize, That, in my life, I'm not the boss. My fate, my destiny, aren't always my choice, Sometimes there are bigger plans in store. The plans for me, and everyone else, All of it adds up to something more. I sit here now, and with wonder, realize, That, however much my grief remains, It happened then, and I still go on, I'll keep on living through the pain.
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11-26-2004, 03:54 AM | #522 |
The revolution will be memed!
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This land is my land
And you are welcome here Just step closer and take my hand Don't be afraid of me I am your friend I will not harm you, I'l just let you be Cause in this land, that is my land now Everything is fine and bright Everyone is welcome, just so you know
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11-26-2004, 04:06 AM | #523 |
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"Living Grief, Living On"
Tears falling, hitting the ground, My mind feels numb from my grief. I do believe that I have just found That Death can be a very cruel thief. I lost one at a very young age,_________________(November 24, 1992) But that's not the end of my pain. A friend of mine, in grieving rage, Couldn't take it, and went insane._______________(July 15, 1997) Now there's two lights lost in my life, But fate wasn't about to end it there. I lost my uncle after toil and strife,______________(August 18, 2000) It just all seems so very unfair. Things were quiet, for a few years, And I thought that the storm was over. But I was wrong, and cried more tears, This time Death took someone much closer. She lay there, dying, irregular breaths, I sat there, helpless, not a thing I could do! I stayed there, crying, unable to rest, Started to see that she surely was through._______(October 5, 2004) Four lights in my life? Is that not enough? Fate answered me cruely; more to come. I soon saw that life was very tough, And that I was getting hurt, more than some. My friend, close to me, died two weeks later,______(October 15, 2004) Here another light was lost. The grief couldn't possibly be any greater, But I was wrong, and at such a cost! They found her on the beach, another one gone.___(November 13, 2004) She was distant, but as always, I cried. This time, however, grief didn't last long, A reason for this, I'd find if I tried. So try I did, and I soon found That I was used to the sorrow. I sit here, living through the pain now, We'll see what Fate brings me tomorrow.
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11-26-2004, 10:41 AM | #525 |
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I know its better to do these things in person
but I don't care, so heres a note despite your addiction to perversion I'm letting you go the hard way oh, you'll get over it, i suppose I really don't care if you do maybe you'll learn, who knows? but I hope you stay as ignorant as you are its best for me to remain superior my fragile ego needs its victories I hope you keep that exterior theres not much else going for you I'm so mean, it hurts so bad blah blah blah blah blah just shut up and be glad I did this when I did this poem wrote from the perspective of a jerk. No real basis in reality, just experimenting. freeform structure, elsewhere now find the tooth within a mouth so smiling with all its share of emptiness: without a care tear it down and build anew don't strike a chord lest it be skewed never look or learn or rage against all these walls so very dense be what you must and learn how to trust the lies this world relies on and wait around until your gone just waste away without protest never dare to do your best it makes us scared, to know we are beneath another, so very far from what we thought we were a truth we can't endure I'll call this one "social monster", and now, another one! with broken flight it makes ts way to never ending shores of white its body soars, so light and gay within its heart is always night so strong its frame, so undettered by thund'rous voice of roaring waves held aloft and unfettered not knowing what it craves oh silent beast of early morn find your heart at all costs I can not bear a sight so torn as beauty from its owner lost soar again! and higher still! would shout but for the crashing surf and pierce this haze with sound so shrill to've made your time, and found your mirth is all there is to do Last edited by Funka Genocide; 11-26-2004 at 10:57 AM. |
11-26-2004, 10:56 PM | #526 |
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rai rai has three more posts in this thread than I do, three posts is all that stand between me and total poetic domination!
urm, well, here is some poetry taste this moment, all its splendor don't waste these drops of love between your arms,in open candor I find whats once above level these, my fields of grey where once took I a solemn vow to keep my head for as many day as God almighty would allow I am not left, nor abandoned I have you, your soul is grand enought to cleanse my dirty hands in waters of the purest land too much funky edit: BMG, you have almost as many posts as I do! you are a very prolific writer indeed! Last edited by Funka Genocide; 11-26-2004 at 11:00 PM. |
11-26-2004, 10:58 PM | #527 |
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"Counting the Minutes"
I take a look at the clock again, Hoping, praying for the right time, But no, the time is hours away, And I sit here, watching, waiting. The minutes drag slowly by, I try to busy myself in vain. Why will time not go any faster? Father Time is torturing me. I find myself daydreaming now, Hoping, longing to hear her voice. I now snap back to reality, and the minutes slow to a crawl. We're so close, yet so far from each other, Kindred spirits separated by distance. Minute after minute weighs down on me, Hoping for the joyous hour's swift coming. Now here I sit, counting the minutes, Anxious now that she'll soon be here. What's this? That sound...she has returned! Now my love is back, and all is well.
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11-27-2004, 01:37 AM | #528 |
Oh hi! :D
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My mortal enemy, killer of my childhood
both of us are now here, dying, life draining away I see her, shackled and pierced, blood a liquid pool I point my sword, eyes burning, voice trembling She snarls in response, limbs trembling, wings shivering Kill me she would, for my kind is weak, divided with light and dark I whisper "You and I are dying, can you not see it?" Her voice rasps in my ears "And what would you do?" Screams in my mind "Will you join with your enemy?" My hand plunges into my breast, reclaiming life. She in return joins her orb with mine, we live. Wounds healed, minds melded, spirits joined I climb on her back and angle my sword into the sky Her leathery wings beat in the air, renewed strength And for this awesome strength, my tongue branded, Never shall my voice be heard again in this world She shrieks, a war cry of the Draken, she is their child The pact we have made, together, for all time Last edited by BlackMageGirl!; 11-28-2004 at 04:49 PM. |
11-27-2004, 03:49 AM | #529 |
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"Cyber shame"
He gives her a kiss, and says his goodbyes, If only she knew that his love was a lie. She kisses him back, and with one last smile, She sets off on her journey of a few miles. He watches her go, and then heads inside, With marital laws he will no longer abide. He turns on the comp, and signs in to AIM, And now he begins, it's his cyber shame. She comes back in the house, quickly, and quiet, She came back for the wishlists, soon she'd buy it. She went past the room, glanced at him, smiling, It was then that she found that he was not filing. He didn't notice her, wrapped up in his game, His double life about to earn him some fame. He glanced in the mirror, saw her shocked face, He turned to her, worried, now he was disgraced. The marriage soon ended, no more could be done. The vows of a marriage aren't for two, but for one. He shouldn't have done it, he's lost his good name. It was bound to be found; it's his cyber shame.
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11-27-2004, 04:19 AM | #530 |
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is that about a marriage ruined over internet porn?
if it is, I am laughing, if its not, then I think I owe you an apology. sever first, your connection to these ways you've always known and take a breath, a deeper blue in skies where wind has blown ever tasked by simple luck to wind these roads forever I find my path so neatly tucked betwixt the first I severed |
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